Alone.

Growing up.
I complained.
About everything.
People started.
Calling me spoiled.
I was alone then.
I am alone now.

Playing with.
Childhood friends.
She couldn't.
Bear seeing me with them.
I felt suffocated.
I was alone then.
I am alone now.

Talking amongst.
The teenagers.
I wasn't allowed.
Because she was.
Selfish and self-centered.
I was alone then.
I am alone now.

Meeting him was.
The time of my life.
This distance.
Between us.
It's too much.
I was alone then.
I am alone now.

Even talking.
On the phone.
Was a nuisance.
Putting it away.
Silently.
I was alone then.
I am alone now.

Slowly reaching.
My peaking point.
Sitting in my room.
Thinking.
Contemplating.
I was alone then.
I am alone now.

Why does it matter?
Of whatever I do?
Why taunt me?
When you know.
It's going to eat me?
I was alone then.
I am alone now.