Let It Go.

Wondering about.
What's to come.
Drinking my sorrows.
Thoughts running in my head.
What to do?

Searching for the destination.
Walking.
Climbing.
Running.
Drawing scars in my mind.

If it wasn't there.
Would it have been different?
Thinking about the future.
The past doesn't belong.
The tears on my face.

Waiting for that moment.
Seizing the chance.
Never letting it go.
Out of my hands.
But stays put wherever it goes.

Life is like a playground.
Playing on the rides.
Then letting it go.
After a short time.
Why is it hard to let go?

The beginning.
Is the end.
Thirsty for more.
But it never comes.
Determined to fight.
When will it come?

Warmth.

The white outlines.
The big puffs of cream.
Creating shapes.
As I look upon the sky.
Dreaming.

A warm cloth around me.
As I shiver against the cool breeze.
Sitting down.
I take a sip of warmth.
Relieving the coldness.

Watching the cars drive by.
The distant chatters of people.
Smiling upon the children playing.
Another sip of warmth.
Gaining exposure of the world.

Reminiscing the past.
Why did it hurt?
Even I don't know.
Maybe it was selfishness.
Or sorrow.

Wiping out all of it.
It would come again.
But it will get better.
Setting the cup down.
Smiling at memories.