Yet You Still Laugh.

As I sit here talking.
To you.
Telling you stories.
Of the past.
Yet you still.
Laugh.

I tell you.
Everything.
From my teen year.
To my present.
Yet you still.
Laugh.

Speaking of.
Your side.
I care.
I respect.
Yet you still.
Laugh.

I'm not a toy.
To be played with.
I have feelings.
Just like you.
Yet you still.
Laugh.

I'm me.
The same person.
I was.
Not anymore.
Yet you still.
Laugh.

Listening to your.
Problems.
Doesn't affect me.
Not anymore.
Yet you still.
Laugh.

Sitting on my bed.
Thinking.
Tears flow down.
My face.
Yet you still.
Laugh.

A shiny object.
In my hand.
I cry.
As I cut.
Yet you still.
Laugh.

More.
I need more.
I press harder.
Will I need more?
Yet you still.
Laugh.

Crying.
As vivid images.
Run in my head.
I scream.
Yet you still.
Laugh.