I'm Sorry.

When I met you.
I felt joy.
The burst of excitement.
The happiness.
You gave me.

The only thing.
That keeps me going.
Was your affection.
But now.....
......that's gone.

The hurt I feel.
Yet I see you.
This heaviness.
In my heart.
Gone forever.

I need you.
But all I see is.
All I see is.
You smiling.
At another.

Blinking.
As I'm sitting here.
I hear your laughter.
Just through this.
Obstacle.

Is this the end?
Is there no more?
What should I feel?
Should I feel anything?
Why does my heart hurt so much?

Hitting my chest.
Doesn't make.
The pain go away.
Just what is it?
About you?

As I walk.
Down the hallway.
The memories.
Shut my eyes.
I'm sorry.