Let It Go.

Wondering about.
What's to come.
Drinking my sorrows.
Thoughts running in my head.
What to do?

Searching for the destination.
Walking.
Climbing.
Running.
Drawing scars in my mind.

If it wasn't there.
Would it have been different?
Thinking about the future.
The past doesn't belong.
The tears on my face.

Waiting for that moment.
Seizing the chance.
Never letting it go.
Out of my hands.
But stays put wherever it goes.

Life is like a playground.
Playing on the rides.
Then letting it go.
After a short time.
Why is it hard to let go?

The beginning.
Is the end.
Thirsty for more.
But it never comes.
Determined to fight.
When will it come?